Illness as a gateway

I have been very sick for the past week, moving between the worlds, in and out of my daily life. I had that horrible sore throat, fever thing that has been going around. All you want to do is sleep and I have had some phenomenal things happening as a result.

During this illness I would wake up (usually to a coughing fit) and realize I have been downloading information prior to waking up! One day I was downloading DNA activation and reactivation codes! (I don't even know what that means!). Another time I was working with a group of people as the earth was breaking up. I was helping them to remain calm---I knew we were safe, but the sounds and movement of the earth were terrifying. Another time I was getting information on Maya---fields of illusion that we live within that keep us separate from our source. And I even got info about democracy---the need to create sustainable living for a true democracy to come forth. Each time I woke up right after one of these downloads, I was sopping wet. Made me think that maybe I had gone into the Mists during my sleep!

So throughout this illness, all this incredible information was being downloaded to me and it made me wonder about so many things. Certainly illness can be used as a vehicle of connection to spirit. We all know stories of people who found their life calling after an illness. In some Indigenous societies that is how someone is called to be a shaman. And it made me wonder if illness isn't a great spiritual awakener that we are interfering with through the use of all of our unnatural medicines. For example, I had a fever throughout this illness and did take aspirin a couple of times, but perhaps the fever helps to transport us into the otherworld. Do powerful meds interfere with that process? Perhaps the increased sleep is needed due to all the downloading that is occurring. Could illness simply be a way for spirit to more easily access us? Are we preventing the downloading process from spirit with all of our modern day medicines?

Something to think about for today!
We welcome the return of the sun,
Jeanne

Dreams

Last night I had a very powerful dream (this time of the year always is powerful for me). The light in the dream made everything very white and illuminated. I was at a spiritual gathering and met my soulmate there (he was a little younger and cute!), and then there was this beautiful woman, all dressed in white, who told me I was in charged of the Ceremony of the cards. I argued with her stating I knew nothing about this ahead of time and that it wasn't fair that this was just sprung on me at the last minute when I have no resources to draw from. Plus I told her I was not the best person to do this as I work with the cards minimally. She just looked at me and would not back down and said that this was my next challenge. End of dream.

My question is, does anyone know about any "ceremony of the cards"? We're talking here tarot or oracle cards. I will be journeying on this over the next few days, as it seemed very important---kind of like this is my next mission! Any insight would be greatly appreciated!
Have a most beautiful spring day!
Jeanne